Break After Chemical

 "Taking a break" is difficult.  I had clear signs of ovulation this month.  I had to just let it pass by.  My competitive nature wanted to "do the deed."  But, I just can't keep trying until we get some answers!   I believe that my RE will find a reason for our recurrent losses.  I hope that it is a simple fix.  As time passes, I feel that having another baby is getting  out of our time line.  Everybody says we are "still young."  But, I sometimes feel freedom that my daughter is reaching a more independent stage.  She will be four years old next month!   This means we are looking at our children to potentially be 5-6 years apart!  Wow....that is unbelievable.  I almost think if we are able to get pregnant-I would like to do a "back to back" pregnancy-so, we can have two that are close in age.  

Mackenzie is a wonderful child.  She had her first soccer game today!  The "Under Four" team was hilarious.  They were so cute running in a million directions.  Mackenzie was well-prepared thanks to her Daddy spending countless hours in the backyard teaching her how to "score."  She scored at least six goals today!  I was so proud of her!   

Last night, we attended a high school football game.  I saw at least five young pregnant teenage girls.  I just looked at them.  I jokingly told Rich that I wanted to ask them-if they wanted their baby, because I knew a few "moms" who would take the children in a heartbeat!   I couldn't believe I wanted to say that-and I can't believe that I was thinking those thoughts!   

Eleven more days before my first RE appointment.  I need to finish up the last pages and contact my former OB's to get my records sent to the "Alabama Fertility Specialists."

Gotta go call Leah!