Life is good. Mackenzie is beautiful. Why should I ask for more? I really am to the point of "not trying" to get pregnant. I'm ready to move on...if we get preggo-then, great! But, I need to take care of myself & my family..not obsess about "what if." This has practically stolen two years of my life...my thoughts....I can't let it keep taking precious time from me.
This is how I feel today. I probably will change my mind tomorrow...But, I needed to vent!
2 comments:
Boo, Hiss! That stinks. Maybe we'll both miraculously get pregnant at the same time! Ugh...
Can't wait to see you in 2 weeks!
Hi there,
This may seem strange, but I came across your blog from another blog about infertility.
I think we are going through the same thing, which is why I wanted to contact you (I do not know anyone else with the same history as me).
I am 30, and have a happy, healthy son who just turned 3 yesterday. With him, I had a dream pregnancy (never sick, no problems, etc.)
Since then, I have had 3 miscarriages (June 07 at 10 weeks, Sept 08 at 6 weeks and Nov 08 at 6 weeks). We are going in for MORE testing today (chromosome, sonohistogram, etc.) My doc thinks I do not produce enough progesterone. At this point, I do not think anyone knows.
I would love to 'talk' (e-mail) with you offline. It would be nice to chat with someone who understands what I am feeling.
(Hope this is not too weird).
Take care,
Rachel in Colorado
rachelkochcsu@yahoo.com
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